The meaning of life can change. It's just how you observe it. Like you can't a learn a wave but you can learn how to surf it. So it's all down to interpretation. Remember, one man changed the laws of physics with a three letter equation. So, lately, I've been taken the same principle and applied it to life for every moment and opportunity, to make the most of what I have right now, right here.
The biggest struggle we have during this whole journey is the acceptance of the society. We want the whole world to approve of us and the things we do. Why do we need validation from the society which, itself, is made of flawed people? Why does it matter? Trust me when I say that we would be much more happier if we stopped seeking this consent.
I have always been the weird one, the outgoing one, the socially antisocial one. However, I was never the "cool' one. None of that ever mattered to me because I loved myself and I knew deep down in my heart and in the farthest corners of my brain that I am perfect the way I am because this was constantly drilled into my mind by people that held significance in my life. Yes, I had to go through some very eye opening circumstances in life. I had it a tad bit rough. Most people who have gone through what I have, have troubles loving themselves, moving on from huge losses and most of all, trusting people, but then again here I am. I've lost a profuse amount of people in life. People have betrayed me too, destroyed what little was left of my heart but I bounced back. No, it's not easy at all. There are still days where I cannot even fake a smile properly and this is something that I think I am a pro at but there are good days too. Days where I genuinely laugh, smile and enjoy. Why didn't I give up? Because life goes on. Ever heard the quote;
I still have my anxiety attacks and I still fall apart sometimes and that is completely okay. Nobody can hold their emotions in forever. There is always a breaking point. Think of yourselves as a rubber band. Now imagine all that stress and emotion brewing inside as the forces pulling it from both ends to the extremes. You can only pull it to limit, right? Apply this same principle to yourself. You will break if you do not release tension once in a while. I have learnt this the hard way but I have.
Concluding all this, I can only say is try and love yourself and stop seeking validation from other flawed humans because all you're doing is knocking yourself down. Hold on to people who make you feel like you're on cloud 9. If you cannot find someone to vent to, my email is always provided on the about section of my blog, I'm always here. Think about it, how dangerous is it to vent to a total stranger?
All the love.
The biggest struggle we have during this whole journey is the acceptance of the society. We want the whole world to approve of us and the things we do. Why do we need validation from the society which, itself, is made of flawed people? Why does it matter? Trust me when I say that we would be much more happier if we stopped seeking this consent.
I have always been the weird one, the outgoing one, the socially antisocial one. However, I was never the "cool' one. None of that ever mattered to me because I loved myself and I knew deep down in my heart and in the farthest corners of my brain that I am perfect the way I am because this was constantly drilled into my mind by people that held significance in my life. Yes, I had to go through some very eye opening circumstances in life. I had it a tad bit rough. Most people who have gone through what I have, have troubles loving themselves, moving on from huge losses and most of all, trusting people, but then again here I am. I've lost a profuse amount of people in life. People have betrayed me too, destroyed what little was left of my heart but I bounced back. No, it's not easy at all. There are still days where I cannot even fake a smile properly and this is something that I think I am a pro at but there are good days too. Days where I genuinely laugh, smile and enjoy. Why didn't I give up? Because life goes on. Ever heard the quote;
Show must go on.That's why. I had troubles but here I am again. I love myself unconditionally, though I did struggle with it in the past. I lost my best friend and obviously like everyone's best friend, she had a very vibrant role in my life. I have learnt to actually live after losing someone. No, life won't be the same without her but I've learnt how to get through it. Let's just say I am still searching for the "Great Perhaps".
I still have my anxiety attacks and I still fall apart sometimes and that is completely okay. Nobody can hold their emotions in forever. There is always a breaking point. Think of yourselves as a rubber band. Now imagine all that stress and emotion brewing inside as the forces pulling it from both ends to the extremes. You can only pull it to limit, right? Apply this same principle to yourself. You will break if you do not release tension once in a while. I have learnt this the hard way but I have.
Concluding all this, I can only say is try and love yourself and stop seeking validation from other flawed humans because all you're doing is knocking yourself down. Hold on to people who make you feel like you're on cloud 9. If you cannot find someone to vent to, my email is always provided on the about section of my blog, I'm always here. Think about it, how dangerous is it to vent to a total stranger?
All the love.
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