The Da Vinci Code of Life

Read if you can till the end. . . . . . And so, here I begin. I treat this blog like my diary which is why I write so openly about anything and everything. Recently, life is being weirdly good to me. I'm not being ungrateful or having disregard for everything that has happened but it does surprise me that life's treating me well for once. At this point most of you are going to be thinking "Wow, what an ungrateful ***** " or "Here come the complains and the whining" but just keep on reading. You'll know what this is about. Now that everything is so great and things are falling into place, there's something essentially big that is missing. Emotions and feelings. I don't feel anything except for fear. I feel this mixture of fear and numbness bubbling inside my chest. I am actually now used to feeling that way for some weird reason. I don't feel joy, happiness ( I only feel happy around this one person who I hope is reading t...

The meaning of life can change. It's just how you observe it. Like you can't a learn a wave but you can learn how to surf it. So it's all down to interpretation. Remember, one man changed the laws of physics with a three letter equation. So, lately, I've been taken the same principle and applied it to life for every moment and opportunity, to make the most of what I have right now, right here.           The biggest struggle we have during this whole journey is the acceptance of the society. We want the whole world to approve of us and the things we do. Why do we need validation from the society which, itself, is made of flawed people? Why does it matter? Trust me when I say that we  would be much more happier if we stopped seeking this consent.         I have always been the weird one, the outgoing one, the socially antisocial one. However, I was never the "cool' one. None of that ever mattered to me because I loved myself and I knew d...

I’ve heard many people complaining that no one ever hears what they have to say. Well, they’re wrong. The truth is people always hear what you have to say. They hear you, but they don’t truly listen. That’s the problem with the world today, everything is just in one ear and out the next. Words are a powerful thing. You can build empires and tear them down. They hold meaning and are the keepers of magic the world has yet to possess. We just don’t listen. Instead, we let small insignificant things control our lives. We listen to the people who can talk for hours on end and still say nothing of meaning. We listen to music made by people that talk of luxury and riches. They tell you of a perfect world that doesn’t exist. They whisper things in your ear; lies. You don’t realize it because you are mesmerized by the pretty tune. They tell you drugs are okay and you get caught up in the lie fed to us since we are old enough to understand the words. But you only end up miserable and unsatisfie...

 Funny, is it not? The way one moment can change your whole perspective of life, the way one person can leave you so broken, the way that one person can suck all the colours out of your life like a blood sucking parasite or maybe the way someone's smile can make your whole world light up or maybe just looking at a person can change your whole perspective. However, lately it feels like it is as if there is a whole circle of destruction. One person's demons destroy someone's life and then that person destroys someone else's. The circle keeps on going and creates a whole generation of people waiting for vengeance. This life is a very light weight thing what messes us all up is the fact that we have an idea in our minds of how everything should be but let's just face the harsh reality; you do not get everything you want in life. Scratch that you do not even get everything you need.  As a child, I always heard my father say, " Need before want." I never underst...